D i r t y D r e a m

Lantern Festival & Gua Tempurung again..

2009-11-01T02:06:00.000-08:00

to attend the event, Fun 转中秋夜..
the ever first time i stay in university for such a long time..
from early morning 9am till 11pm..
super tiring while i reach hostel..
the event was successfully carry out but unluckily the rain spoil everything..
the heavy rain sound covered the PA system sound at most of the time..
but all the performer are very professional and responsibility..
they perform in their best even though we cannot actually listen clearly to them.. clap for them and salute..!
thanks Sifu for accompany me to the event and also others.. appreciated.. if not i wouldn't experience the crowd there..

budak & sifu Lantern..

Fun 转中秋夜

sweet sweet sifu.. :P

Grand Tour

visited to Gua Tempurung again for the most challenging caving tour..
Grand Tour of Gua Tempurung..
it cost RM22 per person and took around 3 and half hours for the whole cave trip.. (to be exact, we used 4 and half hours..)
it is a complete journey that visit whole Gua.. from the step cases to Golden Flowstone to Top of the World..
and walk to the end of the cave which at the east side then used the river to return..
3.8km in total..
if you're visiting to Gua Tempurung.. take this cave trip no.4..
totally worth it if compare to the other trip.. though you will get wet and some challenging task are waiting for you..
but it's awesome..!
enjoy it and don't use the shortcut which can skip the challenging task.. haa..
well.. my shoes spoil again after the caving.. ):

病.. 社会.. 人..

2009-10-29T01:12:00.000-07:00

人们说..
人生路上总有许许多多的路人..
路人甲; 路人乙; 路人丙..
他们都只是生命里的过客..
都只是过眼云烟..
或许会在我们生命的一页留白..
也或许一点零碎的记忆也没留..
曾经也许..
我期许的不复存在..
我错了..
错在处理问题上不够细腻..
因为我再次让情感彻底的欺压在我理性上..
她的干脆利落我欣赏..
从她恨的人变朋友再变情人..
再从情人变朋友然后变她恨的人..
然后再变回朋友
此刻我的心是百感交集的..
原来结果答案在一早就已定案..
只是碍于误会和尴尬而划成了两个平行线..
曾经的邂逅不是虚幻一场..
因为原来自己还是那么在意..
在意的是这份得来不易的友谊..
认识她本来就已经历不少沧桑..
何况是现在..
从深爱转化成朋友的爱我是办得到的..
不当她恨的人..
因为那样会不明不白..
答案结果我总于懂了..
在意才会如此不是吗?
无限感概..
you are still the apple of my eye..

我说..
人总有一种病态..
一种难以言喻的病态..
因为这个社会病了..
所以人也病了..
病的是人的思考逻辑..
还是社会道德的趋向..
快乐其实很简单..
在世事的冲击下..
人不懂得当初的原则信念..
反之不容易满足现有的一切..
似乎人很难找回当初快乐的原因..
然而搬弄是非是小人寻找的快乐吗?
为何人会如此..
我想因为人病了..
悲观成了现今社会主流..
emo 悲伤这字眼就是最好证明..
情绪低落疯狂发泄后..
却找不到自己其实因为什么而抓狂..
无明火苗点着了..
悔不当初犯下的错..
持有的借口或理由也模糊了..
却还是那么迷茫..
我想这个社会的人病了..
an apple a day 也治愈不了吧..

p/s : Ah Tan.. 不懂你有没有机会来到我的部落格.. 但我想说.. 你恨坚强.. 你让我懂我所面对的一切根本就不是问题.. 希望在明天.. 路难走还是要走.. 援手在此待命.. 加油..

我是无赖..so what?

2009-10-27T23:43:00.000-07:00

昨夜的我是悲痛的..
不了解..
答案我也不要了..
只是不懂..
为何今天的自己是如此悲愤..
怒的是自己被情绪牵着走?
还是自己还在意你的每一句话?
不懂..
也不想懂了..
我此刻最在意的人..
对你无私的付出而换来的是伤害和诬赖..
任何人中伤我我都可以接受..
但为什么是你?
心彻底的死了..

我不会再理会你对我的攻击..
你要如何批评评价我..
我无言以对..
但人总有底线..
别越过了我的底线..
如果友谊只是美丽的空幻..
你不要了..
我可惜..
但我尊重你的决定..
那是我对你的爱最后的表示..
但请不要再越过我的底线好吗?
感情没了我不怨你..
我对你问心无愧..
你也自重点..
我自认从没生气或恨一个人..
如果你要成为第一人..
我无限欢迎..
反正由爱生恨也是经典一句..
撕破脸不认人也好..
那至少我可以坦荡荡的..
不用再伪装..
什么绅士风范我都不要了..
我要回我自己..
久违的快乐我来了..

take charge..!

2009-10-27T00:22:00.000-07:00

attended soft-skill program, ' Take Charge ' organized by UTAR..
to share..

life is full of choice..
every moment is a choice..

my university, UTAR slogan

' MY CHOICE.. '

everything start with our very own choice..
every choice is our very own choice..
depends on how and what we choose..
then how things will turn out..
be responsible for the choice we have make..
it is our own choice..
just don't blame anything around us..
we can choose to be depressed or choose to be motivated..
is depends on your own choice..
not others..
what happen, happened..
be strong and face it..

it mean every problem begin with our choice..
every choice we make is a good choice at the beginning..
if it turn out to be a bad choice at the end and become a problem..
not to blame this and that..
blame ourselves who decided to be that way..
but well..
no worries, problem is fun..

Rizal, the speaker said :

' NO problem.. NO fun.. '

*thumb up*
that's very true..
i agreed with it..
down part of our life bring our life more meaningful..
if there is no challenge or obstacle..
life is sucks..

well..
life is full of choice..
so..
CHOOSE-LAH..
and stop Bangau-ing..
if you don't know what you want today..
don't talk about future..
set a target for life from now onwards..

note : stop Bangau-ing stand for stop blaming.. the bangau meaning actually came from a malay song - ' bangau oh bangau.. ' (:

time to let go

2009-10-25T00:19:00.000-07:00

by Stickgirl

老套点..
祝福你..

谢谢你

2009-10-24T01:50:00.000-07:00

谢谢你, 因如此我生命里有了曲折..
谢谢你, 因如此我人生日记里有了那么的曾经的彩虹..
谢谢你, 因如此我瞭了自己爱情的盲点..
谢谢你, 因如此我相信爱情真的有时候在一开始就有了结果答案..
谢谢你, 因如此我在沉溺于里的奇迹里醒了..
谢谢你, 因如此我感受到痛的实在..
谢谢你, 因如此我研发了各种泪的流法..
谢谢你, 因如此我知道原来我可以为爱情这样的疯狂和无私..
谢谢你, 因如此我学会爱要说出来并付诸行动..
谢谢你, 因如此我懂了付出和回报不一定是正比的..
谢谢你, 因如此我有了那美丽堂皇的用语 - " 不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有.. "
谢谢你, 因如此我终于有了情感驾驭在理性上的时候..
也因为如此我明白朋友情人的定义价位..

也谢谢你, 因如此在我生命第20年第一次品尝了螃蟹, 让我从此爱上咸蛋..

九把刀写过那么一句

" 爱情不是人生的全部.. 但却是我人生的味道.. "

何尝我又不是如此呢?
爱得深切的痛证明了我青春不留白..
爱得轰轰烈烈证明了我曾经的年少..
朋友, 汕说 :
如果我是你, 我会证明给她看, 没有你的我会更好.. 因为我怕输..
赞..!
但因为你的而产生的那股热血让我连输都无所谓了..
这正比喻了我自己的幼稚..
我总是口沫横飞的当朋友们的军师猛将..
到头来就只是狗屁抹屎而已..
是时候证明我的名句并运用在自己了..
用时间和忙碌来麻痹自己的我说, 我不再需要麻痹两字..
而需要痊愈两字..
我怕输的个性回来吧..
争气点, 振作点吧..
XD

最后..
谢谢你让我终于不再一直 say no 或犹豫..
而真真正正的踏出了许多的第一步..
分手后的日子..
我无悔了..
因为如此我生命活得更有意义了..
鲜明的伤痕和淌着血的心也因此饱满了..
下一站会更好..
我不怨了..
我学感恩..
哇靠..
超屌的..

Gua Tempurung

2009-10-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

visited to Gua Tempurung yesterday and we go for the Third tour which named Top of the World & Short River Adventure..
which cost us only RM10 per person..
the malay lady give us a discounted price.. (discounted RM1.. lol..)
maybe we look sweet and look good..
haa..
the cave trip is around 2.4km if i'm not mistaken and it need us to walk around 900 stair case before the short river adventure..
which is around 600 plus stair case to the top of the cave.. (so called top of the world..)
and around 200 plus stair case before go down to the river.. (river adventure..)
the river adventure make me biting the car key most of the time while in the river..
lame..
i would said the cave trip is a little challenging for those who are baby seated by their parents but sure would be easy for those active and evil person like me.. XD
2 things happened which i would call it as interesting..
one of my friend Yi Yun faint after the tired climb of 600 plus stair case..
and another one..

damn it..!

gosh..
i still need you for my next visit to Gua Tempurung..
i still need you for jogging in coming days..
i still need you for playing basketball la wei..
why you go in a sudden?
izzit after torture by me for years..
or maybe i murdered you..
LOL

group snap

yet..
another tiring day..

another day in Ipoh

2009-10-22T01:11:00.000-07:00

went ipoh with cousin and friends..
another last minute decision..
Mc.D once again and bring them to eat the superb spicy taiwan sausage nearby Jusco which Andy torture me years back..
i cried in 10 seconds time only after eating and drank a lot of water.. (please trust me.. that's really A LOT..)
dare you to try..!
my friend Phaik Ji said she surrender though she love spicy..
if you got guts and want to challenge or spicy lover..
you may contact me..
we might arrange the time and see if possible i will bring you there so you can taste it yourself..!

James + Dawn

美女 take 1

傻婆 take 1

傻婆 take 2

why my cousin's mouth open so big huh?

done..!

donuts or drinking water?

life is full of junctions..
decision awaiting us to decide..
no turning back after decision made..
what to do?
life is cruel..

am i really need to push myself everyday to be super tiring so i could bear with the pain?
forget the pain and don't mess up my own life please..

Sorority Row

would be a nice movie if you like horror movie..
i would rate it as a normal bloody horror movie..
moral of the story..
don't fool and joke too over..
it might be possible to turn into something we cannot deal with..

不要开太大的玩笑..

后果或许是我们承担不起的..

并非无题

2009-10-21T00:26:00.000-07:00

望着镜子里头的自己..
坠入了那深无底洞的眼睛..
瞳孔的光芒日渐混浊..
理性与情感的交错..
驾驭在上的是前者或后者?
混淆了..
面具用于武装..
掩饰自己的不理性..
掩饰自己感情的脆弱..
掩盖眼泪的滚动..
戴着面具的我..
顿时迷茫了..
错只在自己无法抽离那个角色..

望着那角色长长的身影..
那逐渐转淡的影子..
惆怅现实与梦境的落差..
回忆似乎在对我咆哮..
对着我不停的呐喊..
一股莫名其妙的情感顿时涌出..
感慨感伤的是..
事实的变化无常..
心里很不是滋味..
虚无幻境..
内心仍然在挣扎..
无奈原来自己也逐渐步向甜甜圈的定律..
光鲜华丽的外在却难掩空洞的中心..
情绪久久不能平复..

我享受那压下快门瞬间的快感..
摄下那美丽动人的瞬间..
够了..
不再留恋..
陈旧的相片就像封锁的回忆..
不想再碰触的伤痛..
因心里懂了那有多么的不值得..
心寒只因那本是熟悉的人原来比陌生人来得更陌生..
如果沉溺在挫败回忆中..
痛苦会越来越深..
伤害也自然更大..
反之..
摆脱自己的迷失..
向另一个层次迈进..
人总不能停留在过去..
需要的就只是动力..

世事没有像彩虹般的美..
也没有童话故事里的结局..
只有人们如何坚强的面对与解决..
放眼望去..
有多少人能越过障碍..
又有多少人就此放弃而颓废..
如何抉择那就见仁见智了..
生命就这么的短, 这么的脆弱..
人没有回头路..
没有机会 game over 后又重来..
抱握当下不更为实际吗?
未来漫漫长路..
为自己生命喝彩..
踏着不好的回忆往前走..
走一次无悔的路吧..

Ipoh - Lost World of Tambun

2009-10-20T01:48:00.000-07:00

day before class started..
went to Ipoh, Lost World of Tambun..
i do appreciate the outing invited by them..
i enjoyed, have a great time and it's just too awesome..
thanks again for the genting trip and also this..
i have my ever great semester break this time though bad things did happened..
recovering speed are not as good as i expected yet i'm totally positive now..
forget about the bad one and i said hard time is just a piece of shit to me..
i'm gotta get through it..
not going to spoil my own life because of that..
though i'm real hurt again today..
sigh..

lunch time..

sexy

group snap

random

bye..!

Pandorum

went to movie after a tiring day in Lost World of Tambun..
overall the movie is normal..
but i like the story..
and in some way the movie did remind us about environmental issue..
pollution awareness that lack of resources and water on earth after years..
remind us on what human nature are..
it appear the human behavior and how they react after off of restriction or when they are fear and tend to survive..
check it out and feel it..
what will the movie remind you..
though my friend said some part of the movie are quite bored..
and it's quite true..
but i still like the story.. (:

守候

2009-10-19T11:52:00.000-07:00

shock that my sir, Anthony that i admire drop me a comment yesterday..
thanks and it's really my pleasure.. XD
he share with me this song and i would like to share this with my friends.. (:
he said :

故事后半部，
如果我是那车夫，我会唱首歌给她，

守候 - 5566

满天星星你的眼睛像旧电影反覆剪辑我们的回忆
是那颗星我非常确定会永远闪烁在我心里

雨后的夜里夜空变得好美好干净
眼前的你忽然的沉静
风吹过发际无声轮廓有一双眼睛
纯洁而透明我最爱的你刹那变记忆

温度冷冷地最怕自己一个人呼吸
穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你说话只剩空荡的回音
好想抱紧你我最爱的你如今在哪里

幸福时候别来找我带著你的快乐和他继续往前走
不属于我我不会难过我知道有一样的天空

幸福走后请记得我我会紧握拳头把那伤心都赶走
你要记得至少还有我一直在为你默默守候

我想说的是..
好应景..

a touch story.. XD

2009-10-18T02:31:00.000-07:00

1.55am i start telling Kiki this touching story..
2.15am i copy paste here and edited a little bit here.. just to share.. (:

又是老掉牙的开头啦..

话说很久很久以前..
有一对年轻的恋人在八国联军攻打中国时..
因为男生被迫从军而被迫分离..
由于通讯不发达..
于是两人便协议用一块钱金币作为信物..
以便两人日后相见好相认..

终于战争平息了..
年迈的两人也因时光而改变了..
女方嫁入豪门而男方也因战争平息而转当车夫..
就在一个风和日丽的下午..
在火车站前..
车夫的他与贵妇的她终于相遇了..
看见一副华丽光鲜的她..
他自卑了..
久久不敢抬起头来..
默默地问女生要去哪里..
女生回他后也沉静了..
终于来到目的地..
男生说：小姐.. 五毛钱.. 谢谢..
就在这时.. 女生一眼望着男生并抛出一块金币..
男生赫然.. 男生赫然停顿了..
情绪高昂的他..
你猜男生会说什么..

神经病啊..
要五毛给一块..
你说奇怪不奇怪..

这首儿歌就是这样来的..

三轮车
跑得快
上面坐个老太太
要五毛
给一块
你说奇怪不奇怪

ROFL..
不明白?
因为男生真的很爱面子呀..!

其实男生也需要疼爱..
就像落寂后的蜡笔小新也需要时间来再次带给人们欢笑..
神奇的小叮当也需要时间来让蜡笔小新重拾欢笑..
只因自己也是同样的寂寞..

夜

2009-10-17T10:14:00.000-07:00

走在夜里寂静的道路上..
仿佛空气是冻结的..
让自己的思绪放空, 反锁懊恼..
但那冷风的鼓舞下..
让自己的思绪彭湃飞扬吧..
冥想..
该是时候对自己设立人生新目标..
突破自己, 破蛹而出..
我说我要找回那久违的快乐..
and i said i deserve a better one..!

听不到

2009-10-16T17:19:00.000-07:00

听不到 - 梁静茹

夜黑夜寂寞的夜里
气生气对自己生气
软弱的电话又打给你

想听你那边的空气
有什麽精采的话题
你还是温柔给我婉转的距离

我的声音在笑泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大
为何我要忘你无处逃

我的声音在笑泪在飙
电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小
为何我的真心你听不到

会很会伪装我自己
你不该背我的秘密
沉重都给我微笑给你

奔狂奔空旷的感情
走暴走暴走的伤心
透明的叹息最後还是我的秘密

听不到听不到我的执着
扑通扑通一直在跳
直到你有一天能够明了
我做得到我做得到

生命

2009-10-15T11:13:00.000-07:00

Surrogates

robotic surrogates take over our living and what we need to do is lives in our home sweet home..
it seem like human have their prefect life..
stay away from dangerous..
is true that life is prefect because there is no fear.. no pain.. no crime..
but sometime, life just would not be that prefect..
as if life will be that prefect..
i would not call it as l.i.f.e..
life should have ups and downs..
so i said..

' 不完美造就更精彩的生命和生活.. '

l.o.v.e

2009-10-14T03:36:00.000-07:00

又一个不眠的夜里..
在永双部落格里看到了这么一句..

' Love 不是得到之后就放进口袋里、或变平淡了就说 Bye 的东西，
而是需要呵护和经营的生命体.. '

我拍案叫绝..
人与人之间本来就有着一种情愫..
一种微妙的关系..
爱更是极之巧妙..
俩个生命体的相遇..
摩擦后泛生的情感..
那或许就是传说中的 Love..
我并不懂那生命体的真正意义..
我也不会 define Love..
但至少我懂..
爱与幸福就是要有一颗敢梦的心,
再加上兩倍的努力和三倍的行动来成就那百分之一百的幸福和成功恋曲..
也罢..
哪怕就只有百分之八十的幸福和成功恋曲..
何乐而不为..
至少是唱丰收的爱情季节..
而不是调谢的玫瑰..
又有多少人能明白爱情不是说来就来, 说去就去的呢?
至少现在的我明白了..
难得可贵也让我不再踏上不归路..
在爱情飘逸的年代..
弥漫着的都是我们年轻人谈恋爱的气息下..
爱情的意义究竟是升华了?
还是已成了时代齿轮转动后的一种游戏?
儿戏的爱情我不要..
我不再追求新鲜感..
我更需要的是一个避风港..

Malacca09

2009-10-13T21:38:00.000-07:00

Visited to Malacca last Thursday..
thanks 小黑 for spending his precious time..
(:

River Cruise

RM10

Eye on Malaysia

Perigi Raja

青云亭

Christ Church Melaka

炮台

Church of St. Francis Xavier

Malacca River

weirdo

Kampung Kling Mosque

Kampung Hulu Mosque

random

have been wanted to travel around in Malaysia since a long long time ago..
wanted to travel all travel point in Malaysia before i finish my bachelor degree program..
but always feel not motivated and didn't move my ass on it..
well..
something happened make me decided to move now..
life is short..
life is unpredictable..
we just dunno what will happen next and what will things become next..
i'm learning to be a better person..
i know my own weakness and i'm gonna improve on all of it..
life is just not about ourselves.. it is about everyone around us..
life is not just about our own emotional and our own feeling..
life is about responsibility..
life is about how we live and how we appreciate what we have..

' life is like a box of chocolate.. you never know what you get.. ' - forest gump

stop complaining and stop blaming..
step forward and move forward..
we are the one we will be going to change our life..
and not others that would determine our life..
love life..

Timing

2009-10-12T11:56:00.000-07:00

「Timing不對」，是眾多分手理由裡，
最模棱兩可、卻又叫人無可反駁的一種。

Timing不對，泛指我不是不愛你的，
只是嘛，你在錯誤時刻出現在我的生命裡，
你所要的東西，將來很難說，
但現在的我絕對沒有能力給你，
所以啊，不是你錯也不是我錯，
我也感到極度無可奈何，對不起，再見。
要多好聽便說得多好聽。其實，簡單一點地理解，
就是「我已經不愛你了」。

只是，塗個「Timing不對」的化妝，
看起來就沒那麼負心沒那麼絕情，
讓自己的下台階可以走得順滑一點吧。這種Timing不對，九成是瞎掰的，
餘下的一成，就可能是傳說中所謂的「有緣無份」了..!

by flo

病

2009-10-11T14:57:00.000-07:00

人总有一种病态
失去后才懂得珍惜..
原来我也病了..
心病了..
人也病了..
人病了..
吃了药会痊愈..
但心病了..
似乎没那么容易痊愈..
搭上了恢复的道路了吗?
但愿如此..

一眼瞬间..
眼前..
过去..
未来..
那么的模糊..
那么的无助..
那么的迷茫..
此时此刻..
想的是什么?
拥有的又是什么?
爱惜自己不就是最好的良药吗?
原来如此..

day 5 in kedah - Mr.Wayne Khor convocation

2009-10-06T13:41:00.000-07:00

convocation '09, University Utara Malaysia
once again i be camera man..
guess i did cope it well this time..
haa..
我揸机 = PASS..!

finally..!

3 noobie

queue

H1N1

grandma & cousin

cousin & his family

cousin & teacher currently in PCGHS
:P

cousin & Ching Loo

my dinner..!

once again mc.D

finally back in penang..
but will head to Genting & Malacca later..!
woohoo..
失恋大晒..
rofl..

Jamie said

' life is like a rubic cube,
it is full of color and you will surely face some obstacle before you reach your goal.. '

day 5 in Kedah - UUM

2009-10-05T10:33:00.000-07:00

used my cousin's DSLR on his very day..
so my pity Fujifilm F-200 didn't capture a lot of photo..
not much photo to share at the moment..
but stay tune..!
will upload Mr.Leng Zai aka Wayne Khor graduation shooting very soon.. (:

Mr. Leng Zai Wayne

Mr. Harry Potter

random

WAIT.. check this out..

Aunty James.. XD

am i look like a good helper? lol..

night in UUM

2009-10-04T16:14:00.000-07:00

night scene in University Utara Malaysia..
need to improve and sharpen my skill on shooting night scene..
comments please.. (:

opposite Dewan MAS

Canselori

Symbol of University Utara Malaysia

fountain

random

big clock

其实我真的很懦弱..
我经不起期待后的那种失落感..
无奈我就是爱抱着希望..
人没了希望就等于失去了动力..
但希望总会伴随着失望..
失望受伤..
我讨厌受伤..
那么切实的痛我不要..
寂寞时明明很需要人陪..
但往往一而再的装坚强..
口里说不需要任何人陪..
其实我真的很想我个人给我靠..
我真的需要一份安全感..
一种我从来就没能感受到的感觉..

其实我真的很懦弱..
装坚强不是做作..
只不过为了武装自己..
逃避那受伤的心..
忘掉那残酷的现实..
一味的扮坚强也总有累了的时候..

原以为自己靠了岸..
但原来只是一个美丽的误会..
想靠在一个能给于彼此肯定..
在不安因素里仍然能让我有一份额外的安全感..
真的不想再受伤了..
只想找一个她懂得珍惜并疼我的人..
未来的未知路..
我会好好的走..

day 4 in Kedah - UUM

2009-10-03T17:29:00.000-07:00

visit to University Utara Malaysia..
just because tomorrow is my cousin, Mr.Wayne Khor convocation..
(:
and yes..
i love UTAR after visit to UUM..
i love Westlake Home so much after visit to UUM hostel..
i love kampar so much after visit to UUM campus..
yes i do..
life is just about appreciation..

friend's hostel

random

台湾客运?

UUM's bus but the seat written 台湾客运, Taiwan Buses Transportation..
lol..

day 3 in Kedah

2009-10-03T00:50:00.000-07:00

visit to Lye Huat Garden..
impressive..

smiling hardly

Lye Huat Garden

RM10 and totally worth it

China..?
fake 兵马佣..

i'm the King & the Queen

taada..

random scene

without freedom

how hard they try to escape from the cage..
just FAIL..
almost all the animal there trying very hard to escape from the cage..
sometime things just couldn't turn out as what we hope..
it just do not success even how much hard work we paid..
life is CRUEL..
i feel so hurt while saw the animal look suffer in the cage..
but what to do?
life still on going no matter how hard life is..

goat?

this goat is amazing..
pretty cool..
the only survival..
which able escape from the cage..
i wonder how long could it stay out from the cage..
guess the workers there might move it into the cage very soon..

because life is cruel..
haa..

went to mooncake festival organized by Keat Hwa II..
pretty bored and i left after awhile..
so i said..
Chung Ling High School ROCKS..
just for fun.. haa.. (:

RM5

Keat Hwa II

random

a perfect getaway

电影前奏有点慢而且有点无聊..
但紧接而来的绝对一流并出乎预料..
真真假假..
虚幻拟实..
现实生活中不就如此吗?
原来我们大部分人都活在虚幻拟实的世界里..
可悲呀..

day 2 in Kedah

2009-10-02T01:55:00.000-07:00

mission completed..
visited to Padi Museum..

James

Padi Museum

random

RM3 + RM2 (camera)

i did snap quite a lot of photo inside the museum but i guess better let you all to explore yourself..
visit Padi Museum if you do have the chance.. (:

wrong season in kedah
):

no padi field to snap..
just like what is happening..
wrong timing..

Darul Aman Garden

Mc.D

still Mc.D in Kedah..
to cure my sore..

day 1 in Kedah

2009-10-01T00:17:00.000-07:00

first day in Alor Setar..
from Jetty, Penang to Alor Setar, Kedah..

way to Alor Setar, Kedah

杂果冰

goat?

James!

Zahir Mosque

State Art Gallery

Balai Nobat

Big Clock Building

Balai Besar

random

RM6.. EXPENSIVE

Menara Kedah

scene

今天..
心仍然隐隐作痛..
早日痊愈..

忘情水

2009-09-29T12:06:00.000-07:00

忘情水 - 刘德华

曾经年少爱追梦一心只想往前飞
行遍千山和万水一路走来不能回

蓦然回首情已远身不由已在天边
才明白爱恨情仇最伤最痛是后悔

如果你不曾心碎你不会懂得我伤悲
当我眼中有泪别问我是为谁
就让我忘了这一切

啊给我一杯忘情水换我一夜不流泪
所有真心真意任它雨打风吹
付出的爱收不回

给我一杯忘情水换我一生不伤悲
就算我会喝醉就算我会心碎
不会看见我流泪

电影人生

2009-09-29T11:26:00.000-07:00

G-Force

overall the movie was nice..
creative and great story and cute creatures..
but i dislike the part that some kind like transformers electronic devices..
though i'm transformer fans..
lol..

nothing is impossible as long as we have faith..
dare to think and dare to dream..
nothing will happen if you not even dare to think..
thing just wouldn't happen if you not even think about it..
aren't this is true?
if you ever only will said that i don't dare to think because i scare i couldn't make it..
then when will things turn out?
think leads to plan..
plan leads to action..
action leads to success..
as if you not even think about what u want..
all plan and action is nothing..
first and all is to think and dream..
agree?

意外

意外不是人可以预知或逃离..
预防得来还不终究会发生吗?
这部电影..
喜欢的人应该会很喜欢..
觉得闷的人应该也不少..
我喜欢这部电影..
它的节奏感其实还不错..
坦白说..
事事都怀疑, 神经质似乎只会让自己步上不归路..
人就不能坦坦荡荡吗？
信任来得比一切重要..
如果一切可以重来会有多好..
他一定如此的想..
可惜人生没有回头路..
遗憾不能偿补..
人生不过如此..
逢场作戏而已..
笑一笑不就是面对一切的最佳方法吗?
有多难?

未来的路

2009-09-28T14:27:00.000-07:00

i said

' if something bad happened..
accept it as a valuable experience in our life.. '

眼泪干了, 路还是要下去..
往自己脸上一巴掌..
醒醒吧..
人不会没有了任何人没了谁而不能的..
我不是常常告诉别人如此吗？
人生路上起起落落..
无非是让我们更坚强..
坚强来面对未来的坎坷得未知路..
我伤心难过..
我不否认此刻的我是脆弱的
你们尽情的笑吧..
我实实在在的迷失了..
我也哭了..
眼泪就这样干了..
我终于明白很多很多的形容词..
原来很多事情真的会如此的..
心原来真的可以这样实在痛..
人生有多少个遗憾..
多少个路过的人..
我不懂..
不想懂了..
我只知道..
我要坚强..
一定..
苦自己吞..
再苦..
自己咽..
未来的路我不会孤单..
寂寞也是一种历练吧..

' 风雨后总有晴天.. '

这条路..
我无悔..

另一个句点

2009-09-27T21:37:00.000-07:00

一句我爱你, 本是爱情的剖白..
当变了质..
一切都变了吧..
数年前, 总被朋友说我对感情太冷淡..
往往忽略了对方..
现在..
适得其反..
我本来就不应该奢望和你在一起..
勉强到头来只是对自己一种伤害..
你说得对..

" 一段感情不是说为了在一起而在一起.. "

一段感情可以为了任何东西而在一起..
如果为了爱..
然而当爱不复存在..
无可奈何..
抛掉承诺吧..
勉强真的没有幸福..
终曲人散时..
我还能说什么呢?
在一起需要两人的点头..
分手就仅仅需要一人说出口..
似乎已忘了那在一起的初衷..
赫然发现..
或许我就真的是不适合谈恋爱..
就让自己伤心难过一段时间吧..
但..
在另一个人生低潮后..
我仍然会化悲愤为力量..

full stop of Y2S1

2009-09-26T23:07:00.000-07:00

English for Management, 12/09/09

Pengajian Malaysia, 15/09/09
Advanced Financial Accounting, 17/09/09
Accounting Information System, 25/09/09
Auditing, 26/09/09

random snap

woohoo..
finally all down.. but Audit rape me..
while everyone busy answering the paper..
i'm so free sitting there and snap around..
*faint*
i did work hard this semester if compare to previous semester..
but hard work gone..
原来..
努力不一定有回报..
但..
不努力就一定没有回报..
有些人坐享其成..
却有些人苦苦劳逸而颗粒无收..
如何决择?
见仁见智..
成果是你朝暮所思..
无限恭喜..
努力没白费了..
不是你所预期的..
再加把劲..
还是不成..
至少你尝试了..
努力后无悔..
对得起自己..
终竟人生是要为自己喝彩的..
我会再继续努力为我自己人生增添色彩..
(:

very last day

2009-09-25T18:51:00.000-07:00

English for Management, 12/09/09
Pengajian Malaysia, 15/09/09
Advanced Financial Accounting, 17/09/09
Accounting Information System, 25/09/09
Auditing, 26/09/09

what i spot and what i memorize..
it was just all missing in the exam paper..
i wonder why..
LMAO..
the chapter i gave up all pop out in the question paper..
definitely i'm going to flunk if without Xiao Bai help..
thanks Xiao Bai for helping..
please say no and do not flunk my AIS paper..
one more to go and that's all..
focus on the last paper and looking forward to the day after tomorrow..
(:
i believe that the day after today will always be a better day..
well..
gonna work hard next semester and say NO to spotting questions anymore..
i will work this out..

热血

love life

a gift to you..
love life and love you..

一首歌

2009-09-24T01:47:00.000-07:00

这一首歌..

好怀念..
还记得那么一首歌吗？

疼你的责任

每次你任性时说的一些话
你知道那有多伤人吗
但我顶多只气个三分钟吧
最后依然体贴的送你回家

有时想如果我不是一直让
你也许会懂得学着体谅
但是我完全无法硬着心肠
做得让你有一点难过失望

总觉得有疼你的责任
要你是最快乐最单纯的人
因为你让我的心变得丰盛
原来不奢望的变成可能

总觉得有疼你的责任
让你做最轻松最自然的人
我想不遮掩也是一种信任
爱得了解包容才算爱得完整

stress overloaded?

2009-09-23T02:25:00.000-07:00

specially post the way to study or corner to study while you're just too stress..

whoever from TARC penang branch should recognize her i guess..
so who can recognize her?
XP
enjoy some lame snap..

stair no.1

stair no.2

kitchen door side

main door side

corner of the living room

while asking other..

while concentrating

standing

lying

even dinner time?

do you believe it or not?
the Wuan Ching you all know are so hardworking..
but she is still the one you all know because still banyak active..
trust me..
she really try and work very hard after enter UTAR..
do give some support to her..
lol..
girl.. sorry for posting this..
and i know you can make it..

简单

2009-09-19T05:33:00.000-07:00

分岔路

孤单和寂寞是有很大的反差..
反差在于..
前者或许是一个人,
但心灵上不一定是空虚的..
后者或许是有人共处,
但实际上心灵是很空虚的..
前者的他在人们眼里是寂寞的..
但并不以为然..
后者或许在人们眼里是不孤单的..
但并不是如此..
等等..
有那么复杂吗?
夜深人静..
冰凉的空气弥漫着..
静悄悄的夜里..
我也默默的沉思..
就只想简简单单..
是否有太多时候我都处在杞人忧天的状况里?
人总面对抉择..
人生抉择再多..
还不终究在于要和不要之间吗?
真的没那么复杂..
真的没那么复杂吗?
我顿疑了..
或许我就真的太多愁善感..
好的坏的..
真的假的..
实的虚的..
有的没的..
我真的分不清了..
听懂的就懂, 不懂得也罢..

吓到笑?

2009-09-18T01:37:00.000-07:00

English for Management, 12/09/09
Pengajian Malaysia, 15/09/09
Advanced Financial Accounting, 17/09/09
Accounting Information Systems. 25/09/09
Auditing, 26/09/09

3 down.. 2 more to go..
should blame myself for giving up the theory part.. 30 marks gone..
the consolidation accounts and published accounts..
who sit for the paper will know how i feel..
so once again i say..
god bless me..
thank you.. (:

when Mc.D meet KFC..
now i know what perpaduan mean..
XD

went to Jusco, Ipoh after the Advanced Financial Accounting paper with girlfriend and her housemate..

吓到笑..
Where got Ghost?

choose the right movie to release tension..
(:
电影中段第二部短片后有那么一句..

" 要走捷径, 就得付出代价.. "

可不是吗？
值得深思的一句话..
三部短片带来了我们生活中常有接触的避忌及耳熟能详的鬼故事..
带有笑点又具启发性的电影..
梁智强的专长和他的另一部好片..
至少在我心目中是的..

p/s : seem like we are on the track.. keep it on.. (:

Selamat Hari Malaysia & Selamat Hari Jadi Abuba Lee

2009-09-16T00:57:00.000-07:00

old snap

Selamat Hari Jadi to my cousin, Abuba Lee..
act malay so wish you in malay..
:P
i sense that it's pretty hard for me to find a photo of you..
*faint*

English for Management, 12/09/09
Pengajian Malaysia, 15/09/09
Advanced Financial Accounting, 17/09/09
Accounting Information Systems. 25/09/09
Auditing, 26/09/09

Happy Birthday Malaysia..
since 16 September 1963..
lets celebrate Hari Malaysia..
worth to celebrate because i have done with my Pengajian Malaysia paper..
hooray..
say NO to meet Cik.Nudha next semester..
(Cik Nudha is my Pengajian Malaysia Lecturer..)

but well..
it only took me an hour and 10 minutes for answering 50 MCQ and writing down Rukun Negara..
sounds negative..
will i pass the paper?
yea..
i do hope so and it will happen..
XD
it's really lame if i fail Pegajian Malaysia paper..
god bless at least two down..
and 60% to go..
(:

梁静茹

曾经有人说过如果哪一年静茹没出专辑,
那一年就没有好听的情歌了..

" 分手快乐 " - 梁静茹

我无法帮你预言委曲求全有没有用
可是我多么不舍朋友爱得那么苦痛
爱可以不问对错至少有喜悦感动
如果他总为别人撑伞你何苦非为他等在雨中
泡咖啡让你暖手想挡挡你心口里的风
你却想上街走走吹吹冷风会清醒得多
你说你不怕分手只有一点遗憾难过
情人节就要来了剩自己一个
其实爱对了人情人节每天都过
分手快乐祝你快乐你可以找到更好的
不想过冬厌倦沉重就飞去热带的岛屿游泳
分手快乐请你快乐挥别错的才能和对的相逢
离开旧爱像坐慢车看透撤了心就会是晴朗的
没人能把谁的幸福没收你发誓你会活的有笑容
你自信时候真的美多了

18SX

2009-09-15T00:53:00.000-07:00

still have around 13 hours to go for my Pengajian Malaysia paper..
a short update with some top naked snap..
woohoo..
that's the way i release tension today..
:P

they are all my beloved housemate from 1539 Westlake Home, Kampar..
dude.. i'm sorry to post this up..
XD

1539 G2
183cm/76kg

1539 A1
173cm/90kg

1539 A1
169cm/60kg

1539 A1
173cm/85kg

1539 A2
173cm/50kg

1539A3
168cm/73kg

*evil grin*

抗压.. 解压..

2009-09-13T21:16:00.000-07:00

taiwan.08 random snap

抗压性高的人,
总能在逆境中寻找出路..
但紧接而来的,
是承受更大压力吗?
更多的空间来承受更多压力吗?
人难免一而再, 再而三的承受着压力..
抗压好吗?
以往我一直在抗压..
但现在我质疑了..
是否抒解压力来得更好呢?
往往抗压性高的人都不太懂得抒解压力..
一味的将压力在自己肩上扛..
苦的到头来还不就是自己吗?
不如找个人..
一起呐喊放松..
不是更能解压吗?
恰得好的抒解压力方法和解压方式你找到了吗?
遗憾的是我还没..
):

ouch!

2009-09-12T20:53:00.000-07:00

English for Management, 12/09/09
Pengajian Malaysia, 15/09/09
Advanced Financial Accounting, 17/09/09
Accounting Information Systems. 25/09/09
Auditing, 26/09/09

though i didn't did well in today's paper..
but i'm totally positive..
aim a B for English for Management..
1 down..
80% to go..
(:

no.55

since foundation..

once again seat no.55..
as i told her..
XD

opened a fortune cookie in facebook and it said my fortune was:

" 困难只是一扇让你的计划达到更好阶段的门槛.. "

踏着困难前进吧！

to share..

2009-09-11T14:15:00.000-07:00

snap by flo

something to share from my respectful Sir's blog..

Anthony Tan

He said :

" 不管一切是好是坏，我们总要认命，因为我们是地球人。
不过，我们不可以认输，因为我们都是不简单的地球人！！ "

not giving up..
fight for my final exam..
fight for glory..
continue my studies day dreaming..
*faint*

冷水澡

2009-09-10T04:17:00.000-07:00

家人和一些朋友都知道我怕冷..
从来就不冲冷水澡..
况且热水器已是生命的一部分..
但..
今天我选择冲了个冷水澡..
好冷.. 好冷..
冻结烦恼..
沉淀思绪..
突然觉得自己真的很幸福..
拥有的热水器真的是理所当然的吗?
拥有的一切是否都是应有的?
是否生命有太多东西我们都当成了理所当然呢?
人们给的都是我们应得的吗?
我想..
我会好好珍惜我拥有的一切..
人生贵人我遇的太多..
我真的很幸运..
谢谢你们..
未来..
再来多点贵人吧!
多多益善..
:P

冲了个冷水澡..
选择了小小的改变..
再为人生努力些..
人总不能原地踏步..
随着视野渐渐的改变..
是否这就是人生的转折点?
人生没有尽头..
没有末路..
为自己的路喝彩吧..

random snap.. years back..

visit to KL @ happy birthday Hao

2009-09-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

ah Hao a.k.a the Joker by Ong Lai

Happy birthday my dear Mr.Saw on 08.09.09..
buddy for life..
♥

p/s : Happy 09.09.09 too..

specially plan by May and some of her housemate to Jogoya for dinner on Sunday..
not as attractive as what i expect but overall the food was ok..
looking forward to Tenji next time..
hope Tenji wouldn't disappoint me..

Jogoya

James & May

(:

rest in pieces

the Final Destination was not as good as expected..
and the movie is pretty short..
only an hour 20 minutes if i'm not mistaken..
too bad..
hope 3 years later another version of final destination release will be better compare to this one..

after movie..

snap as i requested..
XD

Day 2

5 star!

went 1Utama for movie on monday morning..
the Final Destination cost me RM12, double if compare to Orphan..
but Orphan only cost me RM6 and it is very worth to watch even if it cost me RM12..
值回票价..
overall this movie is superb..
(:

hope i can bring happiness and passion to you..
everything will better soon,right?
love me please..
♥

Mc.Donald @ Ipoh

2009-09-06T15:41:00.000-07:00

meal 1

meal 2

Kampar do not have Mc.Donald.. that's what really bad for me..
almost all my friends know that i'm Mc.Donald lover..
i'm lovin' it..
and i'm big eater.. haa..
(:
will be superb in need of Mc.Donald while final is just around the corner..
thanks Chong Shian so i could eat Mc.Donald yesterday when i really miss Mc.Donald..
i apologize that interrupt you both for the precious study hours in study week..
:P

Chong Shian & Yen Ern

tagged by C Jan

2009-09-05T00:37:00.000-07:00

Godiva

want it badly.. ):

Rules:
Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with d wedding plan!=)
At the end, choose d people u want to be tagged.
You have to tag the person who tagged you.
If I tagged you, it's because I want to know about u! =)

1. How old are you?
- 20

2. Are you single?
- nop

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
- after 27

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
- i hope and maybe

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
-

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
- let me think about it..

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- not sure

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
- Hawaii.. XD

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- if small wedding.. only close friend.. if huge one.. HAHA.. *faint*

10. Will that include your exes? -
- ?

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
- how many layers is the usual one?

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- feng shui?

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- classical.. maybe..

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
- not sure..

15. Champagne or red wine?
- BOTH!

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- after the wedding..

17. Money or household items?
- ?

18. How many kids would you like to have?
- 2

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
- photos and videos in DVD

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next.
- May Loh, if you read this.. let me know ya.. :P

i wish to tag:
1. yinyin
2. EGG
3. Denise
4. JC
5. Fei
6. Jamie
7. WC
8. shennyi
9. Victor
10. 亮财

今夜 | Happy Birthday Mr.Toh..

2009-09-04T03:38:00.000-07:00

奇景

男儿眼泪不轻弹吗？
狂风暴雨后的彩虹美吗？
我不懂..
但我可以肯定今夜的月亮好不一样..
光圈围绕着的月亮..
似乎被天使守护着..
好美好美..
谢谢这奇景..
它让奇迹发生了..

Happy 20th Birthday Mr.Toh..
Chin Inn.. think wisely for your own future ya..
DUDE.. good luck in your future undertaking..
and hope you like the cake.. (:

bumper car..

2009-09-02T09:28:00.000-07:00

accident happened yesterday just outside my hostel..
wtf..
friend of mine are so unlucky.. (the blue little Kancil..)

guess how much the repair fees.. (Iswara..)

guess how much the repair fees.. (Kancil..)

RM560

RM740

haha.. do you believe it?
Iswara repair fees are cheaper..
LOL

2009-08-30T05:05:00.000-07:00

confusion

i'm confuse and lost few days back..
luckily i found the path..
life will be great and greater from now onwards..
am i right?
(:

receive a forward email today..
i like the inspiration of the story..
some quote and the moral of the story..

人要信守承诺..
可不是吗? 道理似乎都很简单.. 但往往人总是办不到..
承诺如果办不到.. 那不就只是一张支票少了个签名, 空头支票吗?

未经你的同意,你主管帮你包山包海承诺的事情还是要尽力完成..
除非你已准备跳槽或自立门户.. 不然还是别逞强吧..
如果还想在职场上想存活下去.. 加油吧! 永远不要逆老板或主管的意..

对女人一定要有包容心,让女人自己决定她的生活方式..
我还年轻.. 并不懂..
但我就是觉得有feel 和喜欢这一句.. 哈哈..

不管外表如何装扮或改变,女人的内在本质还是一个巫婆..
赞! 经典呀! :P

你懂你是你..

2009-08-28T22:19:00.000-07:00

我只想说..
自己如果都不自爱..谁还能爱你呢？
风在猛,雨在大..
自己如果真的争气..
谁又会看不起你？
谁又会不给你肯定呢？
很多东西不受你控制..
那你就改变那你能改变和能控制的..
让那些你所不能控制的顺其自然..
朋友..
争气点, 振作点吧..
一切其实都掌握在你自己手中呀!
如果我的关心让你觉得我语气太重..
我道歉..
现在最重要的就是你的学业..
我不敢说人生在我们这个年龄层次就只是学业最为重要..
但如果你学业搞砸..
那一定是你的错..
你以前的学业成绩不都好过我吗？
只是与你共勉之..
努力好吗？

2D1N penang trip

2009-08-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

James & May

went Penang last weekend..
how we decided to travel Penang in a sudden..
(well, though Penang memang my hometown..)

Yen Yun : 'very bored in Kampar.. where to go this weekend? '

May : 'go Ipoh again? '

Yen Yun :'don't want la, last week just went Ipoh while you back hometown. Annie going Penang this friday. How about we go Penang too? '

May : 'ok ah. go Penang lo. '

the conversation between my girlfriend and her housemate and she told me about this..
so 4 of us decided to depart on Saturday early morning.. Yen Yun's bf came kampar and went with us..
(:

decided not to post all the food snap because i do not want my blog became a food blog.. sorry..
XD

so called food trip by Yen Yun..
we eat non stop while in Penang..
we ate..
Cendol, Laksa, Apong, O Chen, satay, chee cheong fan..
炒粿条, 福建面, 鱿鱼雍菜, 碳烧肉粥, 云吞面, 青天烧腊饭..

couple no.1

couple no.2

well.. i decided to post dinner we took before we back to Kampar..
the very FIRST time i eat crab in my 20 years life time..

the drinks

干椒炒sotong

sambal炒马来栈

咸蛋螃蟹

serious.. my very first time makan crab in my life time le.. unbelievable?
overall the trip was real nice..
thanks to my dear and Yen Yun and the boyfriend of her..
tiring but enjoy.. =D

random snap

化妆

2009-08-26T10:26:00.000-07:00

化妆的定义在..
它是一种礼仪,
一种美观,
一种视觉享受..
还是它是一种掩饰,
一种乔装..
一种样子谎言..

昨天遇见了一名标准的化妆美女..
当她卸了妆以后, 美女的挂名是否还存在?
我绝对欣赏并鼓励女生化妆..
但也绝对抗拒浓妆..
淡妆或化得恰到好都是为自己添分, 增色不少..
但反之..
不就弄巧反拙吗?
和小丑,
那化浓妆为人带来欢乐的并肩,
但化浓妆的你是笑柄而不是为他人带来欢乐呀!

浓妆小丑

上星期在 facebook 云妃说 :

' 什么是化妆？化妆就是你的样子说谎.. '

后来她又补充说..

' 化妆是你卸了妆我还认得你，那就叫化妆..

如果你卸了妆我认不得你，那个是乔装.. '

我拍案叫绝..

真是一绝呀..

那你呢?
化妆对你而言又是什么?

update soon

2009-08-25T17:55:00.000-07:00

random snap

will update a few post very soon.. (:

all about makan

2009-08-21T00:18:00.000-07:00

another post about food..

19 August
lunch prepared by the girlfriend's housemate

三巴虾

咕噜肉

炒包菜

特制蛋

20 August
went to Grand Kampar Hotel for dinner..
Rm89.90 for 9 person
overall the food was ok..
just fine..
yish..

蒜香田园菜
oily huh?

咸蛋鸡
i like this one..

金香啦啦
with sand?

申江滑豆腐
no comment..

蒜香蒸金凤
the weird one..

三巴四季豆
no comment..

无悔

2009-08-19T10:09:00.000-07:00

偶尔放慢脚步..
望一望周遭一切..
看一看这个世界..
其实一切,
好美
真的好美..
放空自己..
原来
一切就只是这样..
一切变得好简单..

朋友..
黑夜也里总有光明..
我曾说过 :

' 乐观的人放眼未来 ,
而悲观的人被困在其中,
痛苦不就成了枷锁吗?
可不就像禁锢着自己吗? '

做对的选择,
对自己无悔就好..
共勉之..
《窃听风云》电影的台词..

' 值唔值得係由自己去決定.. '

weekend in Penang

2009-08-17T12:05:00.000-07:00

thanks Tong Poh for accompanying me all the time when i'm in Penang last weekend..

Photo spam
Saturday
Lunch at Mommy Wang

watermelon juice + dragonfruit jelly

杨贵妃面

排骨酥面

Dinner at 来来肉骨茶..

肉骨茶

肉松油菜

酸辣豆腐

Sunday
Breakfast at 'Rong Bin' 茶楼

with my Grandpa

烧卖

蛋塔

salad 油炸鬼

皮蛋卖

萝卜糕

Sunday
Lunch at Padang

炒粿条

'Poh Piah'

Ice Kacang kosong + ice cream

my mom's favorite kuih

another day with mask..

2009-08-13T17:00:00.000-07:00

The Maskman.. again..
=.=

another day with mask.. (:
thanks Au Yeong and his parents for the mask..
appreciate..

some of my friends saw i with mask yesterday..

friend no.1

' James.. 你怕死啊? '

friend no.2

' walau.. need boh? need to wear mask mer? H1N1 only.. '

friend no.3

' don't want to wear mask la.. so YONG SUI.. '
yong sui, which mean UGLY

friend no.4

' what happen? why got people wear mask? '

i was like..
WTF..
tsk tsk..

anyway..
i'm happy that some of my friends wear up the mask after i persuade them..
good thing..

Xiao Bai with mask

from Jamie's Blog..

带口罩的好处

H1N1

2009-08-11T11:21:00.000-07:00

The Maskman, James Khor
XD

very first time i'm with mask..
thanks Chai Jing for the mask..

at first i was like fooling around and wear it for fun..
admit that i'm very wrong..
I aware that it seem like a must and a responsibility to wear mask in public..
for my own good and others as well..
think about your love one..
think about the one you love and the one who love you..
wear a mask now and contribute a little to community..
my friends..
take good care of your health..
DUDE..
BUY it now..
WEAR it now..

' live to love life..
love to live life.. '

i wonder when and how many UTAR students will look on this issue seriously..

with mask, with my classmate

Mao

Zhixin

p/s : to my friend, suspected H1N1 case.. hope it's not H1N1.. god bless you..

8 of August

2009-08-09T19:21:00.000-07:00

Tea of the day
Mocha Ice Blended with Cream & Chicago Cheesecake

you make my day.. (:

movie of the day..

窃听风云

刘青云,古天乐,吴彦祖..

一部让人省思的电影..
一部值回票价的电影..

是与非..
对或错..
一念之间..
挣扎在灰色地带..
挣扎在自己的原则..
挣扎在自己的底线..

省思..
错一定要错到底吗?
回头路不复存在?
是不归路?
还是人生转折点?

与各位共勉之..
《东方不败》电影的台词..
是非的来源..

'人的话,
意思太多,
还是口是心非的,
这就是天下间所有的是非来源..'

致陈俊铭师

2009-08-07T19:46:00.000-07:00

random snap

in previous post..
a post tagged by Kelvin that i said my First Grade Teacher was 黄雪端师..
她是我小学一年级的老师..
是我启蒙老师..

但现在..
teacher who gain my respect is my ah Sir, Anthony Tan..
我认同陈俊铭师的那套教学方式..
我不多谈那些..
因为我知道您永远有您自己的方式..
支持您..

坦白说..
我真的很尊重您..
也谢谢您..
去年您帮我打开心房..
否则直至今天我也不会如此乐观..
因为那时刻的我真的很悲观..
人生低潮嘛..
真的..
那一个夜晚..
不同凡响..
再次谢谢您..

您是最棒的..
一点都不差..

p/s : bring me go makan best nasi lemak in penang ya.. XD

random update

2009-08-06T06:09:00.001-07:00

all midterm & presentation down..
should move my ass on..
didn't flip through any notes though already week 10 of my semester now..
do not want to flunk in my final since i already flunk my midterm..
god bless and work harder please James Khor..
next week onwards will flip my notes..
please force me to flip my friends..
please remind me my friends..
please help me my friends..
thanks.. (:

lunch prepared by the girlfriend's friends today..

look yummy?

yea..
it's all yummy.. ^^

credit to Annie and Yen Yun..
you both have been listed in the list of 贤妻良母..
=P

Happy Birthday Au Yeong & tagged

2009-08-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to Mr.Au Yeong..

tagged by Kelvin Guan

遊戲規則：
1. 被點名的人在我空間將這篇文章轉載到自己空間中，然後在編輯，刪去我的答案，要在自己的Q空間裡寫下自己的答案，然後傳給其他人，列出個需要回答問題的人的名字，通知對方被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。
2. 這個人要在自己的Q空間裡註明是從哪裡接到問題的，並且再想一個題目傳給其他個人，讓幸福的遊戲繼續下去。
3. 不能回傳，否則犯規！
4. 被點到名字的人將得到大家的祝福，並且所有的美麗願望都會在不久後實現。
5. 請點10個朋友,不准不點，點完後請通知那10個老朋友他們被點！

被点者：
1. yinyin need translate? XD
2. EGG
3. Denise
4. Princess JC XD
5. C Jan
6. Jamie
7. WC
8. shennyi
9. Victor
10. 亮财

★.PART ONE
Q01、你的大名？★ 许元凯
Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？ ★ 当我有所体会时..
Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？
★ 并重.. 人生的推动力..
Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？ ★ 相信
Q06、你現在過得快樂麼？ ★ 很快乐!
Q07、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？ ★ 是的..
Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎？ ★ LOVE Baby.. XD
Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼？ ★ 不一定，但大部分都只是过客..
Q10、希望自己多大結婚？ ★ 28
Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？ ★ 视情况而定..
Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？ ★ 适合的发型就好..
Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊？ ★ Dubai
Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事？ ★ 有..
Q15、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回他？ ★ 视情况而定..
Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？ ★ 空白..
Q17、你會愛他一輩子麼？ ★ ？
Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？ ★ 我喜欢的..
Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他（她）的愛？ ★ 对她好..
Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？抱著他？
★ 看着她..
Q21、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？ ★ 没有人..
Q22、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？ ★ 永远不会..
Q23、現在最迷什麼？ ★ 钱..
Q24、你是好孩子嗎？ ★ 不是..
Q25、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？
★ 没有面包还有爱情吗？吃拖鞋饭?
Q26、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？ ★ 视情况而定..
Q27、如果你的BF（GF）經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？ ★ 不爽..
Q28、现在给你勇气，你最想做些什么事？ ★ 视情况而定..

★.PART TWO
01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的？ ★ Mr.Kelvin Guan
02、你們認識多久呢？ ★ 久
03、TA對你來說重要嗎？ ★ 还 ok..
04、你與TA的關係是？ ★ 朋友或好朋友..
05、請問TA的興趣是？ ★ lol..
06、你覺得TA的個性如何？ ★ 酷..
07、TA在你心目中是幾分？ ★ 分数不能衡量友情
08、睡覺前第一件事？開風扇？喝水？ ★ 关灯啦..
09、你的偶像？ ★ ?
10、你喜歡的季節？ ★ 秋 or 冬..
11、你打工麼？ ★ 有..
12、打工次數？ ★ 超多..
13、你想去的國家？ ★ Dubai
14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？ ★ faker
15、你會抽煙麼？ ★ 不会..
16、你會喝酒麼？ ★ 会..
17、你常哭麼？ ★ 不会..
18、你常笑麼？ ★ 常常笑..
19、你喜歡去哪玩？ ★ ?
20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？ ★ NO..
21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？ ★ 视情况而定..
22、今天的天氣是？ ★ as usual..
53、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？ ★ ?

★.PART THREE
54、我的BGM好听么？ ★ ?
55、你的皮包里有什么说说吧 ★ 钱 and etc.
56、你生命中最重要的人是？ ★ 很多..
57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？ ★ Mc.D
58、现在有喜欢的人吗？ ★ 有
59、你還喜歡他(她)嗎? ★ 当然..
60、你觉得我坏吗？ ★ 不..
61. 怎样才是真正的爱？ ★ haha..

给你的话..

2009-08-04T07:14:00.000-07:00

didn't plan to post this in the beginning..
for certain reason..
but decided to post it today after struggle for two days..
simple Chinese language but it mean a lot and it's all that i want to tell you at the moment..

random snap

巧..

我和她的第一天..
你和她分手了..
我无奈..
你说我应该开心..
是..
我会开心..
但我好不难过..
心在淌着血..

朋友说..
你好朋友分手为何可以让你如此难过..
他们不懂..
我难过的心情..
和你是相近的..

我们的友情也快十年了吧..
这一路上没你的陪伴..
我不会走到今天..
我承认我没有那个能耐..
是你，
我姑,
和等等..
让我在生命最黑暗, 最低潮时走过来..
日复日,
年度年..
你还是我最要好的，最信赖的..
我不可告人的..
你都懂..
我最脆弱,
最无助,
最真的一面..
也只有你真真正正的看过..
朋友..
我不缺..
但能将心比心..
要好的,
能聊心的..
无所不谈的..
没那几个..
你也清楚我的状况..
我希望你可以坚强..
我相信你是能的..

正为..
衷心祝福..
明年的一天你们会复合..
我相信你会幸福..

the first day

2009-08-01T21:54:00.000-07:00

another 1 midterm down today..
the same result goes on.. FLUNK..
my friends discussed 12 question after came out from the exam room..
WTF!
i wrong 9 questions over 12 questions they had discuss..
and there is only 30 questions in the paper..
my best friend, Zheng Wei said :

' midterm test fail la.. then only can give you the motivation to study hard for your final exam.. '

LOL

went to Ipoh..

our first day, our first date..
thanks to her friends for planning this..
(:
best weekend ever..

finally..
the food i hunger for months..

dear staring desperately..

C=

New York Cheese.. (:

few random snap and the timeline..
Jusco - Mc.Donald - K BOX - TGV - 汤水街

the boyfriend, the girlfriend and the roommate of her..

us.. XD

the couple..

the Leng one..
XD

last but not least..

Carmen shout out in facebook days back :

' love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. it's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end.. '

Land of the Lost

went for our first movie..
the lame 1..
when i first saw the movie poster..
i thought it was like Jurassic Park, adventure movie..
but..
quite disappointing cause the movie actually more to Comedy..

Bobo Chacha of the day..
rofl..

in love

2009-08-01T11:03:00.000-07:00

♥

the girlfriend & the boyfriend

officially in love..
XD
attached to you..

this 3 weeks..
我相信什么是缘份..
未来的路你我都不会是一个人.. (:

to share

2009-07-31T05:23:00.000-07:00

random snap

love the view..
love the one who walk with me.. (:

some quote to share..

' just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they love.. '

this mean a lot to me.. i always trust that my dad love me.. but just in a different way.. (:

' don't waste time on a person, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.. '

i mean it..

' maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,
so that when we finally meet that person,
we will know how to be grateful.. '

Mrs.Right.. (:

' don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.. '

life is unpredictable.. trust me..

(:

2009-07-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

formal wear?

i wonder..
are not presentation dress code should be in formal?
izzit that hard to dress up formal?
ow well..
shouldn't comment too much on it..
maybe he have his own personal reason for this..

♥

Appreciate.. (:

yet another day

2009-07-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

random snap

another 2 midterm down today..
flunk both..
):
2 more midterm and 2 more presentation to go..
god bless..

Ms.Sitra quote..

'Growing older is a nature.. But to grow is an option..'

i'm just aging every year?
NO WAY..
i should grow..
really should take action to cope up with my studies..

looking forward on this coming Saturday..
good news or bad news?
i wonder..

tagged by Kelvin Guan

2009-07-26T00:16:00.000-07:00

Kampar Eye..
p/s : please LAUGH

29 firsts

These are my firsts..
If I tag you, it means I want to know yours..
Copy and paste this note into your notes, delete my answers, and fill yours in.. (:

1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
my ex-girlfriend, Vway Huan..

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
No, for years..

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
let me recall.. let me recall please.. =.=

4. What was your FIRST job?
couldn't recall about this too.. ):

5. What was your FIRST car?
White Viva..

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
May (:

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
May.. =D

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
Ms.黄雪端.. who still remember her?

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
age of ZERO.. still INSIDE mom's stomach..

10. Who was your FIRST best friend?
Zheng Wei.. he is still the one..

11. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
Scout Camping while i'm standard 3..

12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
haven't talk to anyone yet..

13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
let me recall again.. XD

14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
reply text message..

15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
Kylie Minogue Taipei Concert..

16. FIRST tattoo?
naw.. but i do wish to have one in the future..

17. FIRST piercing?
naw.. not really want one..

18. FIRST foreign country you've gone to?
Maryland, United State.. the very special day.. cause my dear mom birth me there.. LMAO..

19. FIRST movie you remember seeing?
no idea..

20. When was your FIRST detention?
never.. XD

22. Who was your FIRST roommate?
Wilson Teoh.. serious.. he is a good roommate.. yet i'm not..

23. If you had one wish, what would it be?
lovely family..

24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
too many to list out..

25. Did you marry the FIRST person to ask for you/ you asked to marry?
who knows?

26. What was the first sport you were involved in?
Table Tennis.. informal, Ping Pong lo..

27. What were the first lessons you ever took?
Piano lesson..

28. What is the first thing you do when you get home?
depends..

29. Who do you think will be the next person to post this?
i'm wondering too..

i wish to tag:
1. yinyin
2. EGG
3. Denise
4. Princess JC XD
5. C Jan
6. Jamie
7. WC
8. shennyi
9. Victor
10. 亮财

hazy

2009-07-25T11:38:00.000-07:00

days back..

today..

bad shot cause i snap while cycling..

a heat haze in Kampar this afternoon..
feel dizzy..
and i'm hazy..

you are hazy in the distance..
东风在哪？
please help me 诸葛亮..
blow the haze away and make things possible..

'我懂我执着的是什么..'

yet i know i'm totally positive..
yes I AM.. (;

be positive..

2009-07-24T05:27:00.001-07:00

just knew that i start blogging since August 2005..
is like.. WOW..
though stop blogging before..
XD
after reading my ages ago blog site.. i'm was like what the..
i wrote boring post.. is like diary once before..
gosh.. i hate that..
well.. did not improve much even now..
boring post still? :P

quote i wrote previously..

'别让生命搁浅在痛苦与烦恼的岸边，
失去了前进的动力。'

人生低潮不再 on going.. ^^

that day..

though the food is poisoning.. ):

once i feel blue quite often..
but now i do have motivation.. motivated by you..
promise that i will be positive and patient.. (:
hope everything will be going well..
aren't life is full of surprise?

random update

2009-07-21T04:34:00.000-07:00

random update..

another 2 midterm down..
HOORAY..
but might flunk both..
well.. i peek.. XD
4 more will drop on coming week.. ):
2 more presentation to go.. ))):
pissed..

Advanced Financial Accounting Presentation, monday..

new group member, Xiao Bai

thanks for delivered Mc.D once to me in a year back..
=D
i'm hunger for Mc.D in kampar..
T.T

♥

life is unpredictable.. (:

botak?

2009-07-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

do you have a friend which really botak?
now i have..
in a sudden he decided to..
so random..
do you have the courage?

begining

step 1

step 2

step 3

step 4

'where's my hair?'

here come BOTAK HOOI..
XD

Chee Hooi's quote
'当事情做了,已没有后悔的价值.. 所以别后悔于我们自己的决定..'

i wonder..

2009-07-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

random snap..

happy birthday, Yin

2009-07-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

to the very special birthday girl..

Happy birthday to my dear best friend, Yin Yin.. (:

will you whack me if i mention your age here?
wondering..
XD

Yin.. thanks for accompany me so often when i feel blue..
and all the hard time i have walk through..
best friend for life,k?

well.. i really didn't expect we will became close friend one day like now..
first impression towards each other are not good i guess..
i'm lanc in your mindset..
you're lanc and fierce in my mindset too..
lol..
well.. though some sad stuff happened as well..
ignore those..
so i really appreciate our friendship..
oh ya..
thanks for chilling Chin Inn often..
he is one of the guy i worry most..
haa..

relationship?

i do believe that you will meet up your Mr.Right one day
so you're not unwanted puppy,k?
big smile..
((((((:
just take it easy..
you look great while you smile..

thanks for loving this HUGE poster..
i love it too..

what other couldn't make it..
think about me.. i would try my very best to cheer you up..
haa..
this poster had prove..
that's what friend stand for..
oh ya.. this poster is in my room geh.. not yours.. :P
same situation here..
though it's heavy..
but not fallen on me while i'm asleep.. YET..

P.S I Love You

yin..
love you deeply as a friend..
dream big,k?
i knew you would say i'm so random again.. XD

oh..
don't emo that often though we both used to be..
i HATE emo..
so i do hope u HATE emo too..
emo aren't good at all..
love something else..
love Mc.D,alright? (:

remember this?

'what important is that the present makes us happy.. if someday bad things does happen.. then at least there's something for us to look back and smile at..'

stay happy..
stay sweet..
stay pretty..
hug..

sorry for uploading this here.. :P

once again..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED FRIEND

D i r t y D r e a m

Lantern Festival & Gua Tempurung again..

病.. 社会.. 人..

我是无赖..so what?

take charge..!

time to let go

谢谢你

Gua Tempurung

another day in Ipoh

并非无题

Ipoh - Lost World of Tambun

守候

a touch story.. XD

夜

听不到

生命

l.o.v.e

Malacca09

Timing

病

day 5 in kedah - Mr.Wayne Khor convocation

day 5 in Kedah - UUM

night in UUM

day 4 in Kedah - UUM

day 3 in Kedah

day 2 in Kedah

day 1 in Kedah

忘情水

电影人生

未来的路

另一个句点

full stop of Y2S1

very last day

一首歌

stress overloaded?

简单

吓到笑?

Selamat Hari Malaysia & Selamat Hari Jadi Abuba Lee

18SX

抗压.. 解压..

ouch!

to share..

冷水澡

visit to KL @ happy birthday Hao

Mc.Donald @ Ipoh

tagged by C Jan

今夜 | Happy Birthday Mr.Toh..

bumper car..

分享

你懂你是你..

2D1N penang trip

化妆

update soon

all about makan

无悔

' 值唔值得係由自己去決定.. '

weekend in Penang

another day with mask..

H1N1

8 of August

致陈俊铭师

random update

Happy Birthday Au Yeong & tagged

给你的话..

the first day

in love

to share

(:

yet another day

tagged by Kelvin Guan

hazy

be positive..

random update

botak?

i wonder..

happy birthday, Yin