Lantern Festival & Gua Tempurung again..

to attend the event, Fun 转中秋夜..
the ever first time i stay in university for such a long time..
from early morning 9am till 11pm..
super tiring while i reach hostel..
the event was successfully carry out but unluckily the rain spoil everything..
the heavy rain sound covered the PA system sound at most of the time..
but all the performer are very professional and responsibility..
they perform in their best even though we cannot actually listen clearly to them.. clap for them and salute..!
thanks Sifu for accompany me to the event and also others.. appreciated.. if not i wouldn't experience the crowd there..

budak & sifu Lantern..

Fun 转中秋夜

sweet sweet sifu.. :P

Grand Tour

visited to Gua Tempurung again for the most challenging caving tour..
Grand Tour of Gua Tempurung..
it cost RM22 per person and took around 3 and half hours for the whole cave trip.. (to be exact, we used 4 and half hours..)
it is a complete journey that visit whole Gua.. from the step cases to Golden Flowstone to Top of the World..
and walk to the end of the cave which at the east side then used the river to return..
3.8km in total..
if you're visiting to Gua Tempurung.. take this cave trip no.4..
totally worth it if compare to the other trip.. though you will get wet and some challenging task are waiting for you..
but it's awesome..!
enjoy it and don't use the shortcut which can skip the challenging task.. haa..
well.. my shoes spoil again after the caving.. ):

病.. 社会.. 人..

人们说..
人生路上总有许许多多的路人..
路人甲; 路人乙; 路人丙..
他们都只是生命里的过客..
都只是过眼云烟..
或许会在我们生命的一页留白..
也或许一点零碎的记忆也没留..
曾经也许..
我期许的不复存在..
我错了..
错在处理问题上不够细腻..
因为我再次让情感彻底的欺压在我理性上..
她的干脆利落我欣赏..
从她恨的人变朋友再变情人..
再从情人变朋友然后变她恨的人..
然后再变回朋友
此刻我的心是百感交集的..
原来结果答案在一早就已定案..
只是碍于误会和尴尬而划成了两个平行线..
曾经的邂逅不是虚幻一场..
因为原来自己还是那么在意..
在意的是这份得来不易的友谊..
认识她本来就已经历不少沧桑..
何况是现在..
从深爱转化成朋友的爱我是办得到的..
不当她恨的人..
因为那样会不明不白..
答案结果我总于懂了..
在意才会如此不是吗?
无限感概..
you are still the apple of my eye..


我说..
人总有一种病态..
一种难以言喻的病态..
因为这个社会病了..
所以人也病了..
病的是人的思考逻辑..
还是社会道德的趋向..
快乐其实很简单..
在世事的冲击下..
人不懂得当初的原则信念..
反之不容易满足现有的一切..
似乎人很难找回当初快乐的原因..
然而搬弄是非是小人寻找的快乐吗?
为何人会如此..
我想因为人病了..
悲观成了现今社会主流..
emo 悲伤这字眼就是最好证明..
情绪低落疯狂发泄后..
却找不到自己其实因为什么而抓狂..
无明火苗点着了..
悔不当初犯下的错..
持有的借口或理由也模糊了..
却还是那么迷茫..
我想这个社会的人病了..
an apple a day 也治愈不了吧..


p/s : Ah Tan.. 不懂你有没有机会来到我的部落格.. 但我想说.. 你恨坚强.. 你让我懂我所面对的一切根本就不是问题.. 希望在明天.. 路难走还是要走.. 援手在此待命.. 加油..

我是无赖..so what?

昨夜的我是悲痛的..
不了解..
答案我也不要了..
只是不懂..
为何今天的自己是如此悲愤..
怒的是自己被情绪牵着走?
还是自己还在意你的每一句话?
不懂..
也不想懂了..
我此刻最在意的人..
对你无私的付出而换来的是伤害和诬赖..
任何人中伤我我都可以接受..
但为什么是你?
心彻底的死了..

我不会再理会你对我的攻击..
你要如何批评评价我..
我无言以对..
但人总有底线..
别越过了我的底线..
如果友谊只是美丽的空幻..
你不要了..
我可惜..
但我尊重你的决定..
那是我对你的爱最后的表示..
但请不要再越过我的底线好吗?
感情没了我不怨你..
我对你问心无愧..
你也自重点..
我自认从没生气或恨一个人..
如果你要成为第一人..
我无限欢迎..
反正由爱生恨也是经典一句..
撕破脸不认人也好..
那至少我可以坦荡荡的..
不用再伪装..
什么绅士风范我都不要了..
我要回我自己..
久违的快乐我来了..

take charge..!

attended soft-skill program, ' Take Charge ' organized by UTAR..
to share..

life is full of choice..
every moment is a choice..

my university, UTAR slogan

' MY CHOICE.. '

everything start with our very own choice..
every choice is our very own choice..
depends on how and what we choose..
then how things will turn out..
be responsible for the choice we have make..
it is our own choice..
just don't blame anything around us..
we can choose to be depressed or choose to be motivated..
is depends on your own choice..
not others..
what happen, happened..
be strong and face it..

it mean every problem begin with our choice..
every choice we make is a good choice at the beginning..
if it turn out to be a bad choice at the end and become a problem..
not to blame this and that..
blame ourselves who decided to be that way..
but well..
no worries, problem is fun..

Rizal, the speaker said :

' NO problem.. NO fun.. '

*thumb up*
that's very true..
i agreed with it..
down part of our life bring our life more meaningful..
if there is no challenge or obstacle..
life is sucks..

well..
life is full of choice..
so..
CHOOSE-LAH..
and stop Bangau-ing..
if you don't know what you want today..
don't talk about future..
set a target for life from now onwards..

note : stop Bangau-ing stand for stop blaming.. the bangau meaning actually came from a malay song - ' bangau oh bangau.. ' (:

time to let go

by Stickgirl

老套点..
祝福你..

谢谢你

谢谢你, 因如此我生命里有了曲折..
谢谢你, 因如此我人生日记里有了那么的曾经的彩虹..
谢谢你, 因如此我瞭了自己爱情的盲点..
谢谢你, 因如此我相信爱情真的有时候在一开始就有了结果答案..
谢谢你, 因如此我在沉溺于里的奇迹里醒了..
谢谢你, 因如此我感受到痛的实在..
谢谢你, 因如此我研发了各种泪的流法..
谢谢你, 因如此我知道原来我可以为爱情这样的疯狂和无私..
谢谢你, 因如此我学会爱要说出来并付诸行动..
谢谢你, 因如此我懂了付出和回报不一定是正比的..
谢谢你, 因如此我有了那美丽堂皇的用语 - " 不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有.. "
谢谢你, 因如此我终于有了情感驾驭在理性上的时候..
也因为如此我明白朋友情人的定义价位..

也谢谢你, 因如此在我生命第20年第一次品尝了螃蟹, 让我从此爱上咸蛋..

九把刀写过那么一句

" 爱情不是人生的全部.. 但却是我人生的味道.. "

何尝我又不是如此呢?
爱得深切的痛证明了我青春不留白..
爱得轰轰烈烈证明了我曾经的年少..
朋友, 汕说 :
如果我是你, 我会证明给她看, 没有你的我会更好.. 因为我怕输..
赞..!
但因为你的而产生的那股热血让我连输都无所谓了..
这正比喻了我自己的幼稚..
我总是口沫横飞的当朋友们的军师猛将..
到头来就只是狗屁抹屎而已..
是时候证明我的名句并运用在自己了..
用时间和忙碌来麻痹自己的我说, 我不再需要麻痹两字..
而需要痊愈两字..
我怕输的个性回来吧..
争气点, 振作点吧..
XD

最后..
谢谢你让我终于不再一直 say no 或犹豫..
而真真正正的踏出了许多的第一步..
分手后的日子..
我无悔了..
因为如此我生命活得更有意义了..
鲜明的伤痕和淌着血的心也因此饱满了..
下一站会更好..
我不怨了..
我学感恩..
哇靠..
超屌的..

Gua Tempurung

visited to Gua Tempurung yesterday and we go for the Third tour which named Top of the World & Short River Adventure..
which cost us only RM10 per person..
the malay lady give us a discounted price.. (discounted RM1.. lol..)
maybe we look sweet and look good..
haa..
the cave trip is around 2.4km if i'm not mistaken and it need us to walk around 900 stair case before the short river adventure..
which is around 600 plus stair case to the top of the cave.. (so called top of the world..)
and around 200 plus stair case before go down to the river.. (river adventure..)
the river adventure make me biting the car key most of the time while in the river..
lame..
i would said the cave trip is a little challenging for those who are baby seated by their parents but sure would be easy for those active and evil person like me.. XD
2 things happened which i would call it as interesting..
one of my friend Yi Yun faint after the tired climb of 600 plus stair case..
and another one..

damn it..!

gosh..
i still need you for my next visit to Gua Tempurung..
i still need you for jogging in coming days..
i still need you for playing basketball la wei..
why you go in a sudden?
izzit after torture by me for years..
or maybe i murdered you..
LOL

group snap

yet..
another tiring day..