time to let go

by Stickgirl

老套点..
祝福你..

谢谢你

谢谢你, 因如此我生命里有了曲折..
谢谢你, 因如此我人生日记里有了那么的曾经的彩虹..
谢谢你, 因如此我瞭了自己爱情的盲点..
谢谢你, 因如此我相信爱情真的有时候在一开始就有了结果答案..
谢谢你, 因如此我在沉溺于里的奇迹里醒了..
谢谢你, 因如此我感受到痛的实在..
谢谢你, 因如此我研发了各种泪的流法..
谢谢你, 因如此我知道原来我可以为爱情这样的疯狂和无私..
谢谢你, 因如此我学会爱要说出来并付诸行动..
谢谢你, 因如此我懂了付出和回报不一定是正比的..
谢谢你, 因如此我有了那美丽堂皇的用语 - " 不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有.. "
谢谢你, 因如此我终于有了情感驾驭在理性上的时候..
也因为如此我明白朋友情人的定义价位..

也谢谢你, 因如此在我生命第20年第一次品尝了螃蟹, 让我从此爱上咸蛋..

九把刀写过那么一句

" 爱情不是人生的全部.. 但却是我人生的味道.. "

何尝我又不是如此呢?
爱得深切的痛证明了我青春不留白..
爱得轰轰烈烈证明了我曾经的年少..
朋友, 汕说 :
如果我是你, 我会证明给她看, 没有你的我会更好.. 因为我怕输..
赞..!
但因为你的而产生的那股热血让我连输都无所谓了..
这正比喻了我自己的幼稚..
我总是口沫横飞的当朋友们的军师猛将..
到头来就只是狗屁抹屎而已..
是时候证明我的名句并运用在自己了..
用时间和忙碌来麻痹自己的我说, 我不再需要麻痹两字..
而需要痊愈两字..
我怕输的个性回来吧..
争气点, 振作点吧..
XD

最后..
谢谢你让我终于不再一直 say no 或犹豫..
而真真正正的踏出了许多的第一步..
分手后的日子..
我无悔了..
因为如此我生命活得更有意义了..
鲜明的伤痕和淌着血的心也因此饱满了..
下一站会更好..
我不怨了..
我学感恩..
哇靠..
超屌的..

Gua Tempurung

visited to Gua Tempurung yesterday and we go for the Third tour which named Top of the World & Short River Adventure..
which cost us only RM10 per person..
the malay lady give us a discounted price.. (discounted RM1.. lol..)
maybe we look sweet and look good..
haa..
the cave trip is around 2.4km if i'm not mistaken and it need us to walk around 900 stair case before the short river adventure..
which is around 600 plus stair case to the top of the cave.. (so called top of the world..)
and around 200 plus stair case before go down to the river.. (river adventure..)
the river adventure make me biting the car key most of the time while in the river..
lame..
i would said the cave trip is a little challenging for those who are baby seated by their parents but sure would be easy for those active and evil person like me.. XD
2 things happened which i would call it as interesting..
one of my friend Yi Yun faint after the tired climb of 600 plus stair case..
and another one..

damn it..!

gosh..
i still need you for my next visit to Gua Tempurung..
i still need you for jogging in coming days..
i still need you for playing basketball la wei..
why you go in a sudden?
izzit after torture by me for years..
or maybe i murdered you..
LOL

group snap

yet..
another tiring day..

another day in Ipoh

went ipoh with cousin and friends..
another last minute decision..
Mc.D once again and bring them to eat the superb spicy taiwan sausage nearby Jusco which Andy torture me years back..
i cried in 10 seconds time only after eating and drank a lot of water.. (please trust me.. that's really A LOT..)
dare you to try..!
my friend Phaik Ji said she surrender though she love spicy..
if you got guts and want to challenge or spicy lover..
you may contact me..
we might arrange the time and see if possible i will bring you there so you can taste it yourself..!

James + Dawn

美女 take 1

傻婆 take 1

傻婆 take 2

why my cousin's mouth open so big huh?

done..!

donuts or drinking water?

life is full of junctions..
decision awaiting us to decide..
no turning back after decision made..
what to do?
life is cruel..

am i really need to push myself everyday to be super tiring so i could bear with the pain?
forget the pain and don't mess up my own life please..

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Sorority Row

would be a nice movie if you like horror movie..
i would rate it as a normal bloody horror movie..
moral of the story..
don't fool and joke too over..
it might be possible to turn into something we cannot deal with..

不要开太大的玩笑..

后果或许是我们承担不起的..

并非无题

望着镜子里头的自己..
坠入了那深无底洞的眼睛..
瞳孔的光芒日渐混浊..
理性与情感的交错..
驾驭在上的是前者或后者?
混淆了..
面具用于武装..
掩饰自己的不理性..
掩饰自己感情的脆弱..
掩盖眼泪的滚动..
戴着面具的我..
顿时迷茫了..
错只在自己无法抽离那个角色..

望着那角色长长的身影..
那逐渐转淡的影子..
惆怅现实与梦境的落差..
回忆似乎在对我咆哮..
对着我不停的呐喊..
一股莫名其妙的情感顿时涌出..
感慨感伤的是..
事实的变化无常..
心里很不是滋味..
虚无幻境..
内心仍然在挣扎..
无奈原来自己也逐渐步向甜甜圈的定律..
光鲜华丽的外在却难掩空洞的中心..
情绪久久不能平复..

我享受那压下快门瞬间的快感..
摄下那美丽动人的瞬间..
够了..
不再留恋..
陈旧的相片就像封锁的回忆..
不想再碰触的伤痛..
因心里懂了那有多么的不值得..
心寒只因那本是熟悉的人原来比陌生人来得更陌生..
如果沉溺在挫败回忆中..
痛苦会越来越深..
伤害也自然更大..
反之..
摆脱自己的迷失..
向另一个层次迈进..
人总不能停留在过去..
需要的就只是动力..

世事没有像彩虹般的美..
也没有童话故事里的结局..
只有人们如何坚强的面对与解决..
放眼望去..
有多少人能越过障碍..
又有多少人就此放弃而颓废..
如何抉择那就见仁见智了..
生命就这么的短, 这么的脆弱..
人没有回头路..
没有机会 game over 后又重来..
抱握当下不更为实际吗?
未来漫漫长路..
为自己生命喝彩..
踏着不好的回忆往前走..
走一次无悔的路吧..

Ipoh - Lost World of Tambun

day before class started..
went to Ipoh, Lost World of Tambun..
i do appreciate the outing invited by them..
i enjoyed, have a great time and it's just too awesome..
thanks again for the genting trip and also this..
i have my ever great semester break this time though bad things did happened..
recovering speed are not as good as i expected yet i'm totally positive now..
forget about the bad one and i said hard time is just a piece of shit to me..
i'm gotta get through it..
not going to spoil my own life because of that..
though i'm real hurt again today..
sigh..

lunch time..

sexy

group snap

random

bye..!

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Pandorum

went to movie after a tiring day in Lost World of Tambun..
overall the movie is normal..
but i like the story..
and in some way the movie did remind us about environmental issue..
pollution awareness that lack of resources and water on earth after years..
remind us on what human nature are..
it appear the human behavior and how they react after off of restriction or when they are fear and tend to survive..
check it out and feel it..
what will the movie remind you..
though my friend said some part of the movie are quite bored..
and it's quite true..
but i still like the story.. (:

守候

shock that my sir, Anthony that i admire drop me a comment yesterday..
thanks and it's really my pleasure.. XD
he share with me this song and i would like to share this with my friends.. (:
he said :

故事后半部，
如果我是那车夫，我会唱首歌给她，

守候 - 5566

满天星星 你的眼睛 像旧电影反覆剪辑我们的回忆
是那颗星 我非常确定 会永远闪烁在我心里

雨后的夜里 夜空变得好美好干净
眼前的你忽然的沉静
风吹过发际 无声轮廓有一双眼睛
纯洁而透明 我最爱的你 刹那变记忆

温度冷冷地 最怕自己一个人呼吸
穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你 说话只剩空荡的回音
好想抱紧你 我最爱的你 如今在哪里

幸福时候 别来找我 带著你的快乐和他继续往前走
不属于我 我不会难过 我知道有一样的天空

幸福走后 请记得我 我会紧握拳头把那伤心都赶走
你要记得 至少还有我 一直在为你默默守候

我想说的是..
好应景..